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Tak trochu bl\u00e1zniv\u00e1, tak trochu naivn\u00e1 a bezpodmiene\u010dne z\u00fafal\u00e1 novin\u00e1rka Ester sa pov\u00e1\u017elivo bl\u00ed\u017ei k tridsiatke a chyt\u00e1 ju panika. Pre\u010do m\u00e1 smolu na vz\u0165ahy? Ako je mo\u017en\u00e9, \u017ee stret\u00e1va len sam\u00fdch podivn\u00fdch mu\u017eov? Rozhodne sa vies\u0165 si denn\u00edk a pr\u00eds\u0165 z\u00e1hade na kore\u0148. Takto znie stru\u010dne obsah rom\u00e1nu, vyskladan\u00e9ho z desiatich poviedok, ktor\u00e9 sp\u00e1ja postava hlavnej hrdinky Ester. Ne\u010dakajte v\u0161ak \u017eiaden \u010fal\u0161\u00ed srdcerv\u00faci rom\u00e1n z \u010dervenej kni\u017enice ani slepa\u010diu polievku, ktorej cie\u013eom je pof\u00faka\u0165 ohrdnut\u00e9 \u017eensk\u00e9 du\u0161i\u010dky. Z\u013eahka kontroverzn\u00e1 a bezpodmiene\u010dne \u00faprimn\u00e1 kni\u017eka p\u00edsan\u00e1 \u013eahk\u00fdm perom nie je o tom, \u010do sa na prv\u00fd poh\u013ead zd\u00e1. \u00c1no, rie\u0161i p\u00e1l\u010div\u00fa problematiku single \u013eud\u00ed. No z\u00e1rove\u0148 odha\u013euje vn\u00fatorn\u00fd strach zo samoty ka\u017ed\u00e9ho z n\u00e1s a tvrd\u00ed, \u017ee aby sme na\u0161li t\u00fdch druh\u00fdch, mus\u00edme najprv n\u00e1js\u0165 sam\u00fdch seba.<\/p>\n
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Nasrat\u00e1 ako ja\u0161terka z exotick\u00e9ho drobnochovu sa r\u00fatim do n\u00e1kupn\u00e9ho centra na n\u00e1bre\u017e\u00ed Dunaja. M\u00e1m zraz s moj\u00edm terapeutom Oskarom. Pod tlakom n\u00e1stoj\u010div\u00fdch prosieb privolil, \u017ee nad \u0161\u00e1lkou oblig\u00e1tneho pressa s mliekom sprev\u00e1dzan\u00e9ho polovicou \u0161katu\u013eky cigariet vysly\u0161\u00ed moje n\u00e1reky na mu\u017esk\u00e9 plem\u00e4. A udel\u00ed mi, ove\u010dke nehodnej vyv\u00e1\u017een\u00e9ho a dlhodob\u00e9ho partnersk\u00e9ho vz\u0165ahu, vyt\u00fa\u017een\u00e9 rozhre\u0161enie. Z\u00farivo kr\u00fatim volantom a sna\u017e\u00edm sa neh\u00e1dza\u0165 o\u010dkom na ten prekliaty mobil. P\u00e1n Kofe\u00edn ti u\u017e nenap\u00ed\u0161e, vybral si z v\u00fdkladu to peroxidom prefarben\u00e9 ml\u00e1\u010fa, ch\u00e1pe\u0161 to u\u017e kone\u010dne?! Asi nech\u00e1pem. Hoci odvtedy uplynul nejak\u00fd ten \u010das, st\u00e1le ma to trochu dr\u017e\u00ed.<\/p>\n
Vonkaj\u0161ie parkovacie plochy pri n\u00e1kupnom centre s\u00fa ako obvykle prepchat\u00e9 na prasknutie. Nepom\u00f4\u017ee ani moja tradi\u010dn\u00e1 a \u00fapenliv\u00e1 ment\u00e1lna vizualiz\u00e1cia vo\u013en\u00e9ho parkovacieho miesta, dychtivo \u010dakaj\u00faceho na m\u00f4j pr\u00edchod\u2026 Lenivo, sotva desiatkou, sa pos\u00favam \u00fazkou uli\u010dkou. Do o\u010d\u00ed mi odporne svieti zapadaj\u00face slnko, nechutne mi slzia a cez \u0161pinav\u00e9 predn\u00e9 sklo sotva nie\u010do vid\u00edm. Tie\u017e by som mohla prekona\u0165 svoju oblig\u00e1tnu lenivos\u0165 a venova\u0165 svojmu \u0161tvorkolesov\u00e9mu t\u00e1to\u0161ovi aspo\u0148 to\u013eko pozornosti, \u017ee z neho vyh\u00e1d\u017eem odpadky a vezmem na um\u00fdva\u010dku. Ani nehovoriac o tom, \u017ee v j\u00fani e\u0161te jazd\u00edm na zimn\u00fdch pneu-<\/p>\n
matik\u00e1ch. Pomaly zo m\u0148a vyprchaj\u00fa aj posledn\u00e9 zvy\u0161ky entuziazmu, potrebn\u00e9ho na ulovenie vo\u013en\u00e9ho fleku. Odrazu v\u0161ak zbad\u00e1m nesmel\u00fa medzierku, z ktorej sa pri bli\u017e\u0161om poh\u013eade vyk\u013euje d\u00f4stojn\u00fd parkp\u013eac. Takmer som ho minula! V poslednej chv\u00edli dupnem na brzdov\u00fd ped\u00e1l a bleskovo zarad\u00edm spiato\u010dku. Tak toto mieste\u010dko mi veru\u017ee nikto nevyf\u00fakne. Ned\u00e1m sa! Nestihnem ani poriadne euforicky zac\u00fava\u0165, ke\u010f sa odrazu ozve rana ako z dela. Kufor m\u00f4jho auta s hrmotom tresne do ak\u00e9hosi ve\u013ek\u00e9ho tup\u00e9ho objektu. V \u0161oku pozriem do sp\u00e4tn\u00e9ho zrkadla. Preboha \u017eiv\u00e9ho! M\u00e1ria Panna! Ten ve\u013ek\u00fd tup\u00fd objekt je motorka s motork\u00e1rom! Pri c\u00favan\u00ed som to nap\u00e1lila priamo do neho. Ako to, \u017ee som ho nezbadala?! Bleskovo vysko\u010d\u00edm z auta a prir\u00fatim sa k nemu. Podvedome o\u010dak\u00e1vam n\u00e1reky, zranenie, sklo z rozbitej ma\u0161iny a krvav\u00e9 \u0161muhy na zadnej kapote m\u00f4jho auta. Motork\u00e1r medzit\u00fdm zosadne z ma\u0161iny, sn\u00edme si z hlavy helmu a \u0161karedo na m\u0148a g\u00e1ni. M\u00e1 vek okolo tridsiatky, tmavohned\u00e9 o\u010di a v nich hromy-blesky. \u201eNa \u010do sa to pozer\u00e1te, ke\u010f c\u00favate?! Ste h\u00e1dam slep\u00e1?! Nevideli ste ma, alebo \u010do?\u201c slov\u00e1 sa z neho valia ako jedovat\u00e1 lav\u00edna. Je vyto\u010den\u00fd do biela. \u201eSte v poriadku? Hlavne mi povedzte, \u010di ste v poriadku a \u010di som v\u00e1m neubl\u00ed\u017eila!\u201c modlik\u00e1m vydesene a z dia\u013eky \u0161tudujem, \u010di niekde nem\u00e1 otvoren\u00e9 rany…<\/p>\n
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E\u0161te hor\u0161ie ne\u017e leto je obdobie Vianoc. Vtedy prikvitne na n\u00e1v\u0161tevu m\u00f4j mlad\u0161\u00ed brat so svojou \u017eenu\u0161kou. Milujem svojho brata a polo\u017eila by som za neho \u017eivot. Len jedin\u00e9 mu zazlievam: \u017ee mi chce to najlep\u0161ie. Pr\u00e1ve preto ma pri ka\u017edej pr\u00edle\u017eitosti bombarduje ot\u00e1zkami typu: \u201eNo \u010do, sestri\u010dka, u\u017e m\u00e1\u0161 frajera? Nem\u00e1\u0161? Panebo\u017ee, ako to len rob\u00ed\u0161? Ve\u010f nevyzer\u00e1\u0161 ako stra\u0161iak v poli! Kedy si u\u017e niekoho n\u00e1jde\u0161? M\u00e1\u0161 skoro tridsa\u0165. Nie, \u017ee zme\u0161k\u00e1\u0161 posledn\u00fd vlak! O chv\u00ed\u013eu ti za\u010dn\u00fa \u0161edivie\u0165 vlasy a celulit\u00edda ti nasko\u010d\u00ed aj na bicepsoch! R\u00fdchlo si niekoho n\u00e1jdi, lebo bude\u0161 preexspirovan\u00e1!\u201c Slov\u00e1, ktor\u00e9 nezlep\u0161ia n\u00e1ladu a nedodaj\u00fa chu\u0165 do \u017eivota, v\u0161ak\u017ee? Chce, aby som bola v srdcov\u00fdch z\u00e1le\u017eitostiach \u0161\u0165astn\u00e1. Lebo jemu sa to u\u017e podarilo, ke\u010f pred troma rokmi stretol svoju teraj\u0161iu man\u017eelku. Tot\u00e1lne si vo v\u0161etkom sadli a s\u00fa pr\u00edpad dvojice happily ever after, \u0161\u0165astne a\u017e do smrti. A to ist\u00e9 o\u010dak\u00e1va odo m\u0148a. Len\u017ee tak\u00e9 jednoduch\u00e9 to nie je. \u0164a\u017eko mu vysvetli\u0165, \u017ee v dne\u0161nej dobe je so svojou \u017eenu\u0161kou sk\u00f4r v\u00fdnimkou potvrdzuj\u00facou pravidlo. Okrem toho je koniec roka aj obdob\u00edm bilancovania. A moja depresia z faktu, \u017ee st\u00e1le nikoho nem\u00e1m, naber\u00e1 na intenzite.<\/p>\n
Nechce sa mi s\u0165a\u017eova\u0165 a tv\u00e1ri\u0165 ako bezbrann\u00e1 obe\u0165 bezcitn\u00e9ho osudu. Preto svoju tohtoro\u010dn\u00fa bilanciu zhrniem jednoducho a bez nadbyto\u010dn\u00fdch em\u00f3ci\u00ed. M\u00c1M: asi p\u00e4\u0165kilov\u00fa nadv\u00e1hu, okruh skvel\u00fdch priate\u013eov, nezaplaten\u00fd \u00fa\u010det za telef\u00f3n, st\u00e1le t\u00fa ist\u00fa pr\u00e1cu v \u017eenskom mesa\u010dn\u00edku, ktor\u00e1 ma v\u0161ak \u010doraz viac vyt\u00e1\u010da. NEM\u00c1M: stabiln\u00e9ho chlapa, vlastn\u00fd byt, zlat\u00fa kreditku, hebk\u00e9 stehn\u00e1 bez celulit\u00eddy, pravideln\u00fd a uspokojiv\u00fd sex. A l\u00e1sku. L\u00e1sku, l\u00e1sku, l\u00e1sku. Neviem, \u010d\u00edm ju od seba odh\u00e1\u0148am, ale \u00faspe\u0161ne sa mi vyh\u00fdba u\u017e rok, osem mesiacov, desa\u0165 dn\u00ed a dvan\u00e1s\u0165 hod\u00edn. Na chlp presne. OK, nie je to ktovieako dlh\u00e1 doba, ale ani predt\u00fdm som nemala pr\u00e1ve dlhodob\u00e9 a uspokojiv\u00e9 v\u00e1\u017ene vz\u0165ahy. Teda, ja som mo\u017eno aj k nejak\u00e9mu pr\u00edslu\u0161n\u00edkovi opa\u010dn\u00e9ho pohlavia zahorela, ale dopadlo to katastrof\u00e1lne. Spolu s potenci\u00e1lnym adeptom na frajera \u010dasto poded\u00edm aj rozli\u010dn\u00e9 b\u00fdval\u00e9 frajerky, s\u00fa\u010dasn\u00e9 frajerky, b\u00fdval\u00e9 milenky, s\u00fa\u010dasn\u00e9 milenky, potenci\u00e1lne milenky, platonick\u00e9 l\u00e1sky, bud\u00face l\u00e1sky. Vyn\u00e1raj\u00fa sa n\u00e1hle z minulosti, v pr\u00edtomnosti a do\u017eaduj\u00fa sa svojho vlastn\u00edctva. Pr\u00edpadne kradn\u00fa to, \u010do nepatr\u00ed ani im. Alebo si chlapec nesie vo\u013eajak\u00fa \u0161kared\u00fa stigmu z detstva v podobe rozvodu rodi\u010dov, otca \u2013 alkoholika \u010di gamblera a podobne. A potom sa boj\u00ed citov, utek\u00e1, vracia sa a ubli\u017euje. Sebe aj mne.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Jej ve\u013ek\u00fdm fan\u00fa\u0161ikom je spev\u00e1\u010dka Celeste Buckingham aj here\u010dky Barbora \u0160vidra\u0148ov\u00e1 \u010di Krist\u00edna Turjanov\u00e1. Kniha, ktor\u00e1 bez serv\u00edtky rie\u0161i nefunk\u010dn\u00e9 vz\u0165ahy zabrnk\u00e1 na citliv\u00fa strunu ka\u017edej \u017eene. Tak trochu bl\u00e1zniv\u00e1, tak trochu naivn\u00e1 a bezpodmiene\u010dne z\u00fafal\u00e1 novin\u00e1rka Ester sa pov\u00e1\u017elivo bl\u00ed\u017ei k tridsiatke a chyt\u00e1 ju panika. Pre\u010do m\u00e1 smolu na vz\u0165ahy? Ako je […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":2321,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[45],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2320","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-nas-tip","eq-blocks"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.slovaklinesmagazin.sk\/cms\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2320","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.slovaklinesmagazin.sk\/cms\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.slovaklinesmagazin.sk\/cms\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.slovaklinesmagazin.sk\/cms\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/7"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.slovaklinesmagazin.sk\/cms\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2320"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.slovaklinesmagazin.sk\/cms\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2320\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2722,"href":"https:\/\/www.slovaklinesmagazin.sk\/cms\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2320\/revisions\/2722"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.slovaklinesmagazin.sk\/cms\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2321"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.slovaklinesmagazin.sk\/cms\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2320"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.slovaklinesmagazin.sk\/cms\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2320"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.slovaklinesmagazin.sk\/cms\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2320"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}